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[08 Dec 2005|03:11pm] |
i had a weird dream last night about two guys i know (who i'm NOT going to name, but i doubt anyone could guess them)
well yea
it started off with me walking round college, i'm guessing it was based on the production stuff. anyways i ran into guy "a", who i sat with for a while talking to, just sort of leaning on his shoulder, snuggled up, then this guy from production comes over and starts going on about how he and i are going out, to which i get really upset about and say i have a b/f (which i assume meant conor). anyways, so i ran away from those two because i was upset, and ran directly into guy "t", who hugged me and asked what happened, so i tell him what happened and he hugs me and says everything will be alright, then kisses me, not in a sexual way, but just in a calming way (i dunno how to explain it)
then i wake up
it was weird, the dream was kind of wrong because a) those people should not have been that close to me, and b) i should not have been that close to them
but when i woke up i couldnt stop thinking about it, especially t, i think to much into what he does and says around me already, and it really can't be likely, so i dunno what to do?
anyways, on a different note, production is going well, got my REM christmas packages last night :D love it
driving test booked for Jan27th
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[19 Jun 2005|04:45pm] |
awwh i wanna see pictures of the prom....in fact i'd like to hear something about it....everyone i know in yr 11 didnt go lol
ummm fathers day today....been swimming ...not much else
saw batman begins last night....which was alright....i <3 Gary Oldman but Katie Holmes sucked!!
but yea, last night was muchose fun, kt is my incestous paedophilic lesbian wino mother, married to my gay father dunmore, who is having an affair with uncle pete...who is also sleeping with me....its great fun :D i love playing family lol
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[15 Jun 2005|09:10pm] |
omg i cant believe it's court moor's prom on friday
1) its on a friday! no fucking fair!
2) i want a prom! damn college
ah well
hehe prom brings back good memories...like singing to rob (what we are forced to call mr ruxton these days)
ah well
toooooodles
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[05 Jun 2005|07:48pm] |
Hourly Distribution of sylvesta's Journal Entries (FULL JOURNAL version)
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σ: 2.1646510771287 σ2: 4.6857142857143 Least-Squares Pentic Regression:
-4.3461737417393E-005x5 + 0.0024536544756699x4 + -0.051420453587465x3 + 0.49370447735281x2 + -1.7234644467732x1 + 1.3488947833778x0
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[05 Jun 2005|07:33pm] |
1. take your livejournal username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (a=1, b=2, etc.). if your name contains numbers, you'll need to convert them to letters first before you can convert to numbers. Sylvesta [19,25,12,23,5,19,20,1]
2. add all of the numbers together to create a kind of super number. 124
3. make a note of the first digit of this number, then add the digits of the number together. 1, 7
4. find the post of this number in your livejournal. if you don't have that many posts, add the digits together again. keep doing so until the number is smaller than your pathetic number of posts. 11 Sep 2004
5. take the digit you noted in step 3, and count that many words into the post. 1 = hmm
6. use the resulting word in a google image search, and select a picture from the first page.
7. post the results for us all to see
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[10 Apr 2005|04:55pm] |
loving the new wheatus stuff, and y'all can insult me but *shrug* fuck you!
ahem anyways yes....stephanie's been here all weekend which is nice, havent seen her since the funeral, she seems to be coping well :) she may be the other woman but i still love her
erm in other news, havent seen conor since friday *shakes* lol, withdrawl symptoms, saw him lots this half term which = cool
erm think i made about £125 in the last week which was good, saw miss congeniality 2 yesterday, lol its such a shite film, but quite feel good so *shrug* erm managed to not buy anything in h&m go me!
hehe wearing my old school belly dancing trousers, on a fat day, brilliant!
ive got most of my homework done now, used lots of sequins in my textiles which was mega fun
hmmm in a rather good mood, for no apparent reason lol, even with college tomorrow.....nope that doesnt bring me down
ah well you wait til tomorrow morning, then ill be in a bad mood
"come and get your freak on shooowup"
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[08 Feb 2005|05:47pm] |
not in a good mood right now
conors madre said he has to go to cadets tonight, and not see me
not that he wont be with the cadets 3 days this weekend....taking away my last day in fleet for 9 days
not that it means i will see him ONE night this week
no thats fine
fucking fantastic
hmmph
need a job
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[03 Feb 2005|09:51am] |
welll my film studies lesson just got cancelled, which is gay cause i could have stayed in bed and got conors bus.... *lesigh* conor who i don't think i'm seeing at all this week...ah how those first 2 weeks feels so far away now
i'm really beginning to go off his mother lol, nah i kid, shes lovely.
ah well i'm tired....yellowcard! old school lol
"but the water's shallow here, and i am full of fear" so pretty
kt got kicked out of interlude/the banned/the manerhime line, whatever the fuck they're called. i think james should have treated that situation better...but i guess he's male, and only a very small percent of the male population have tact...in fact a very small percent of the human race has it
anyways..... im bored now...there is actually nothing to do...and i dont have my textiles or my history stuff, so i haven't got any work to do.....gayo
lol nick is supposedly going to zaras on friday....i hope conor/ad/tom keep him out for your sake zara lol
hmmm my brother apparently cant work a heater lol, claims the one in the stables doesnt work....but it worked fine for me...so friday should be vaguely warm at least.....just need to get rid of the porn that my brothers friends have put up, and get some comfy stuff to sit on lol
its gonna be a disaster! but i really dont care....
hmmm need to make plans for saturday, spose to be going shopping with conor and his madre, but i'd rather not drag them shopping for my stufff.....that'll just be hassley.... ah well...need new jeans
wanna go to rsc again! wooooooo christian and simon....even tho schwabby has left..... *cries*
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[04 Jan 2005|10:49pm] |
*lesigh* im tired
its 4 days into the new year and im already tired
its weird i met conor 369 days ago, and ive been out with him 2 months and 20 days, fucking weird.....how i wasted 6 and a half months of that....
ah well...not looking forward to exams
yesterday today and tomorrow were spose to be the last mon tues and weds i could see conor properly before college and all that shit starts again
i hate the fact that he has so much in his life that he cant lose
and i dont want him to lose it anyways
i just hate seeing how run down he gets
ah well
shit happens
my language has become atrocious on account of the osbournes marathon i have been having
i dont understand why you would wait till your married to have sex, thats like the dumbest thing ever
i mean say you end up really in love with someone and it turns out they're bondage? and then if you're so catholic/christian/religious that you chose not to sleep with him, its then apparently out of line to be divorced over something so petty as sex, so really that seems backwards to me
i shall never pretend to understand religious folk, seems to me its better to have ideas
perhaps there is no "one" religion, perhaps the perfect way would be to take aspects from all
this is what i was thinking at midnight mass...god must really hate me now....ah well what can you do
i've lost all ambition, my interest in costume design has gone out the window and after next i dont want a job...i wish i could sing or play an instrument...that would be the best job ever
maybe i'll just marry a rich guy lol, cause im a lazy bum
ah well.....more osbournes to watch
ciao
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[21 Dec 2004|10:23am] |
whats that? J K Rowling has finished harry potter 6?
I THINK SO!!!
ahem so going on last years timings, it should be out by june next year....but we shall see later today...
hehe more snape!! *drools*
so yea this week has been cool
erm work was good, cause i got to work in the stock room and we just listened to queen!
then of course there was MUSE on sunday night which was fucking brilliant!! matt bellamy is teh sex, muse are teh sex...and thats all i can say on the subject
*sigh*
plus i get to see conor tonight :D:D:D:D
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[14 Nov 2004|04:33pm] |
well its been a long time since i updated....yea so lots has happened
6 weeks since i got ym tongue pierced, and i'm still loving it
5 weeks since i first pulled conor :)
4 weeks since conor asked me out....and i went to tommys partay as magenta
so this last month or so has been really nice...having a bf who appreciates me :)
it was all going cool till friday night/saturday morning
my nan died
my nan who has been ill for 2 years
my nan who doesnt remember who i am
my nan who they didnt know what was wrong with
my nan who i hadnt seen in so long because it upset me to seee her
so overall not a good day, but i know it was for the best cause it put her out of her misery, and us too, and means its easier to help ym grandad cause he cant keep spouting her as a reason not to do something
had a break down/panic attack thing when i went to work...which wasnt good, hopefully i'm ok for college on monday....cause it was the crowd that set me off
conor looked after me yesterday and i'm so grateful to him *love ya hun*, cause he was spose to go out and see his friends, and play with his gun, but instead he spoke to my boss and looked after me
its our anniversairy today which is nice, so he'll get back from the memorial day march thing he's doing, and then i can see him :)
anywho over and out
x
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[11 Sep 2004|11:11am] |
hmmm drunk people should really get their facts straight before they go accussing me of being in a relationship......or on the verge of one
but anywho.....went to the gig yday...saw uti...then got bored so me and sian went and bought pizza and walked ot mine.......and just bummed around then sian went home
i didn't sleep very well for some reason....hmm got work today...really cant be bothered hohum
x
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[07 Sep 2004|06:50pm] |
welllll went to lornas yesterday....twas muchly fun...erm emma holly lorna me sara kev simon leo liam and nobin were there....then lu and sammy turned up for a bit and sian arrived late lol
erm got drunk for the first time since lucy and zoes....fun mate.....although made the same mistake...i will learn sometime lol
but yer...went to college today was muchly fun, erm kye *i think his name was* was damn fine *drools* as were alot of people....ooo i met the guy i met at enrollment again...hes in F *thumbs up*
anywho off now
x
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[01 Sep 2004|07:13pm] |
ok wel that was better than i expected...i was so expecting *scary* but it was kewl
there was this really hot guy giving out maps....ahem
and then i met these two guys one was called will the other i never found out...who were kewl...they queued with me...and we bitched about stuffs...and then the guy who enrolled me...was like picking on me, but i was amsued so meh
erm saw ben and nicki and laura and katie and clairey and sophie...so thats kewl
hehe me and sian and giles were the only ones on the bus, and he forgot his results...useless bum lol
well tired now...spent like 1 and a half hours queuing for pcs...stupid system
ciao
x
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[01 Sep 2004|12:08pm] |
oo college today, not exactly looking forward to it....but kinda excited all the same
hopefully going to london on friday :D
but yea.....really should have got up earlier...but ah well...made up for the sleep deprivation
saw manhunter yesterday...yay for william petersen...hes kewl in csi...
also watched mallrats, that film cracks me up, jason lee is kewl, as is (not so) silent bob
anywho
x
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[31 Aug 2004|03:59pm] |
why does being right feel so fucking wrong
i never thought he'd be like this ever...
stupid fucking heart
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[29 Aug 2004|12:39pm] |
"This is the story of a brother by the name of Othello, he liked white women and he liked green jello. But a punk named Iago, who made himself a menace, 'cause he didn't like Othello, the moor of Venice. Now Othello got married to Desdamona, but he went for the wars and he left her alona', it was a'mona a'groana, he left her alona' ,he didn't write a letter and he didn't telephona'. now Desdamona was faithful, she was white, she was chastite tight, she was the daughter of a Duke. Now Othello loved Desi like Adonis loved Venus, and Desi Othello 'cause he had a big-sword. But Iago had a plan that was clever and slick, he was crafty, he was sly, he was sort of a "beep". So he says "I'm gonna shaft the Moor, how ya gonna do it? tell us, Well I know his tragic flaw, he's too "beep" Jealous. I need a dupe, I need a Dope, I need kind of a shmoe, so he finds a sucker chump by the name of Casio. and he plants on him Desdamona's handerchief, So Othello gets to wonderin', if maybe while he's been out fightin', commandin' an army, are Desi and Casi playin' hide the Salami?
So he comes back home and sticks a pillow in her face. Kills her, soulliquizes 'bout her disgrace. But theres Emeila at the door who we meet in act 4, who says "You big dummy, she weren't no whore!" She was pure, clean, and virginal too so why'd ya have to go and make her face turn blue? Its true, its you, now watcha gonna do? and Othello "Yo, this is gettin' pretty scary". So he pulls out his blade and commited Hari Kari. Iago got caught, but prabably coped a plea, loaded up his bags and moved to Beverly-hills that is."
w00t w00t!
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[28 Aug 2004|11:18pm] |
hehe yesterday saw the RSC which was kewl....simon jermond is the cutest thing in existance ever....and i'm taking mark rylance into account here....anyways finally worked out who he reminds me of....eddie izzard!! *score*, it was funny there was this woman who went to the bath room...totally took the piss lol
anyways...started work today...god my back aches....but hey i'm used to it...on account of being a groundling....ciao
x
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[19 Aug 2004|10:20am] |
last night was so kewl!
i had not even heard of measure for measure until last night lol, wel i had heard of it, but i only read it just before the play
it was so good!!!! i wanna go again! i shall go again!
mark rylance was so funny, and peter shorey as a whore that was amusing!
:D
i will work there!
x
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[17 Aug 2004|10:35am] |
phew just had my interview with next, felt a lot better in the interview than i did walking to the shop lol
kinda easy ish, didn't ask the dreaded "why do you want to work for us?"
*sigh*
ciao
x
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